Apr 22, 2013

Vanishing Time

I was blog hopping, and realized that I haven't blogged in a long time! Well, I have written posts in my head, but not gotten to the part where I type and publish. Do you do that? I have these long, eloquent posts (at least in my own mind) that never get typed.

There are lots of things that contribute to this, I think.
  • Living in tight quarters.
  • Not really having a space of my own (boy, was I blessed having a studio at the Maine house). 
  • Working 4 days a week, in a row (I have been working shift work since graduating with my BSN in 2000, which means having streteches of days off)
  • Getting caught up in day to day stuff and not really paying attention to my own creativity. This is a biggie- living with my parents means that I can't leave stuff out willy-nilly. I get caught up in the combination of my families needs and the needs of my parents. I may have a day planned in my head, but then end up doing something else. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but as you all know, creativity takes space and time. Somehow, the time just vanishes.

There are tons of online classes out there. I just can't seem to commit myself to any! Any of you taking a good one?

I won classes from Jeanne Oliver (Creatively Made) and Melody and Kathy over at Brave Girls (Soul Restoration), and ran out of steam. I finished all but one part of Jeanne's, and made a book from Brave Girls, but haven't filled it in yet (part of that is that I lack any pictures of myself). I wouldn't say I'm the kind of gal that never finishes anything- because that couldn't be farther from the truth- but I found that once I tried certain techniques, I was done with them. Has this happened to you?

I have also notices in this creative lull, that my tastes are changing. I see some art out there that I used to be attracted to, that I used to do, that I can't stand anymore. I look at some pieces and think "ugh" or "this is messy" or "I don't like this anymore". Any of you out there like that? I'd be interested in how you are evolving. I am interested in painting, like big abstract canvases. Check out my Pintrest folder. I feel like I don't have the know-how, but sometimes you just have to wing it!! I bought some heavy bodied paints, now I just have to use them!!

In the meantime, I'm going to try to actually post the things I compose in my head. That's a start, anyway. Then I'm going to nap, because to day is my only day off, and I'm still recovering from a pony show yesterday!

Tell me what you're up to!

1 comment:

Gigi said...

I craft posts in my head ALL THE TIME! Getting them posted? Meh. That's a different story.

Hope all is well.