Dec 4, 2011

OK OK

Yeah, I know I've been a bit of a slacker lately... I have a pin to send to Lily, an ATC and some other things to send to Shannon, and I'm still thinkng about Terri's prize....

Things have been crazy here. Crazy like crying every day, hiding it away from everyone. Wandering around the house. Trying, trying, so hard to believe something good will happen soon. Feeling like this life of mine has become very surreal.

I know lots of people are struggling. Me too. I'm running out of steam.

I'd like to say I'm in the Christmas mood. Like to. But, I'm just hanging on, hoping Santa really does come this year.

Anyway, the biggest thing to remember is WHY we celebrate Christmas. I believe. I really do. And I know thing will be just fine.

xo

4 comments:

Gigi said...

Lots of hugs! I know how you are feeling - I'm feeling about the same. Somehow we will get through this. Hopefully soon!

kandeland said...

hang in there Lee...
I hate to hear this! But you know, things get dark and then they always seem to get better..don't give up on the light at the end of this tunnel!
xo

Lili said...

Lee, I'm sitting here right beside a beautiful package you put together for me right now. I adore all the special touches of the Parisian card and the sweet glittered Mme. tag. And the star of the show is certainly my breathtaking nest pin nestled with those 3 perfect blue eggs and my oh so appropriate "fearless nesting" message in the center. Thank you so much dear, it really made my day. Sending you much love and hope and cheer for the struggles you are going through right now. xoxo ~Lili

Cassie said...

Lots of prayers and good vibes coming your way Lee! Hang in there - it WILL get better. Feel free to email me if you want to just vent - I've been told I'm a good listener:)